I'm NOT a quitter!

I'm not a quitter. I'm just down right not the person who just quits something. Even if i hate it, i stick with it. I also HATE losing, but that's a whole nother story. LOL In my previous post, i talked about how New Years resolutions are basically lame and all you end up doing is failing yourself, or not following through with what ever it was you resolved. Every year, I vow to quit smoking. <------dead give away that i surely can't follow through with a resolution. However, this is one instance where i soooooo long to be a quitter. So far, i'm doing pretty good at still smoking. The only differance between this year and the years before, i'm actually keeping track of how much i smoke and making sure to cut that number back every day. And let me tell you, doing it that way versus the good ole "cold turkey" method, is gonna save alot of lives. I'm hoping to be done with cigarettes by no later than the end of the month. Ofcourse, i may weigh 50lbs more, but who cares, atleast i'll be smoke free. LOL I shouldn't lie, i haven't been eating that much, but Fruit Rollups seem to keep the urges at bay sometimes. LOL I hope i can do this, i really, REALLY do. This year's gonna be different, this year, i WILL become a quitter.