8 Weeks...........

Today marks 8 weeks clean for me. And if you woulda asked me 8 weeks ago if i would be sitting here writing about it, well i woulda said yes, but i know I woulda thought it'd feel like 8 years instead of eight weeks. And while in some ways, these last 8 weeks have seemed like it should be more like 8 months, in so many other ways, i can't believe they went by that fast. LOL I'd be lying if i were to say that they have been an easy 8 weeks. There have been numorous times where i thought to myself, "i quit using drugs, for this?!?!" I'd say until just recently, the negative have out weighed the positive, i suppose in someways they still do but it's getting easier to deal with it. Learning new ways to deal with the problems in your life has to be about one of the hardest things  about getting through it. I must say though, if i were a more patient person, it'd probably be alot easier. LOL