I don't like you anymore.......

I don't like my brain off drugs. I don't like it one bit. It's constantly bored. Constantly wanting to do something fun. I don't think it likes being a mom half the time. Days like today make me just want to cry, or do drugs just to make it be quiet. It really sucks having a strong desire to do things, go places, see people, but not be able to do any of it. To want some excitement, something new. To be SO incredibly BORED with your life, that it makes you want to cry because just not that long ago, you were content.