I'm not what you'd call a religious person, no where even close to one. However, if there's one thing i have an abundance of, it's faith. The problem with having an abundance of it, i tend to put too much of it into things that, well, i really shouldn't. For that matter, i'm kind of an oximoron as well. I have little to no faith in myself, but have all the faith in the world for the things i do and people i love. This brings us to the heART of Friendship art auction this Friday. I do believe, once again, that i have put entirely too much faith in the photo i donated. I guess you could compare this photo to an only child, so to speak. I'm glad it's just a photo and not a child though, for if it was, it would most likely end up like me. To much pressure on it to be something great, a feeling that if it doesn't do well, it won't be loved. Too high of a standard to live up to. Some how or another, i seem to have projected my self worth as a novice photographer onto this ONE photo; and if it fails to meet my standards, which by the way i have no idea what they are, then i too, have failed. I know, poor photo, right? LOL And when i take into consideration that i myself, do not really like this photo, that i left it up to people on Facebook to decide for me what photo to enter, well, i can only hope that i made the right choice.
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