Really?!

Ever just have one of those days where you just want to go, really?! Yeah, been having that kinda past 3 months. LOL Hopefully, things begin to right themselves, even if it takes longer, i just want my luck to turn around. I've always been and will always be a firm believer in karma, though most of the time my karma sucks even though i'm not a bad person, just made some bad choices. Suppose maybe that's what it is, payback, a reality check maybe? I got a spider bite in my ass crack the other day, who the freak has that happen?!?! I'll tell ya who, this girl. I get it karma, i do. I may have been a good person, but i had a drug problem, but fo real, i'm getting my shit together, give it rest. LOL I should however, be the poster child for drug addiction and why you SHOULDN'T do them. Christ, if my memory doesn't start improving, i'll be in a nursing home. LOL Well, not really, it's not that bad. But i did spend 10 minutes looking for my purse yesterday, when it was right by the front door, where i had just been standing. Suppose the most i can do is get a good laugh out of it for now. Unless, well it keeps getting worse. Then, i may need to have my head examined. Haha, should have that done anyway. LOL